Who I Am Doesn’t Feel Good Enough
Day: 2 | Plan: Luke
Today's Reading: Luke 1:26-38
Luke 1:38a (NIV) “’I am the Lord’s servant,’ Mary answered. ‘May your word to me be fulfilled.’”
Mary didn’t need anyone to tell her she wasn’t qualified to give birth to the Savior of the world. She could have easily rattled off a list of the reasons she should be passed over for such an incredible privilege.
Just a simple girl from a town of no great consequence.
Oh… and a virgin. Which makes having a baby more than a little difficult.
And yet, we find the angel Gabriel standing before her in Luke 1 proclaiming she has been chosen. That she, Mary, is the blessed and highly favored vessel God wants to use to bring forth His one and only Son, Jesus. The Messiah. (Luke 1:30-33)
She has only one question. “‘How will this be,’ Mary asked the angel, ‘since I am a virgin?’” (Luke 1:34)
Gabriel graciously answers, explaining to her that the Holy Spirit will come upon her and the power of the Most High will overshadow her. He tells her about the miraculous pregnancy of her much older cousin, Elizabeth, and reminds her that what seems impossible to her is absolutely possible with God. (Luke 1:35-37)
I confess I am humbled and amazed by Mary’s question. All she wanted to know was how the pregnancy was going to be physically possible.
She didn’t ask any of the questions I might have been tempted to ask. Questions like, “Are you sure you have the right person? Don’t you know how unqualified I am? Have you considered asking one of the women just down the street? Surely any one of them would be a better choice than me.”
It’s so easy to look around and think there are plenty of other people way more qualified than we are, isn’t it?
I remember a time when I begged God to make me just like the super organized mom I heard speak at a parenting seminar. I mentally listed what I discerned must be her secret to success and set about to imitate her. But it didn’t take long before I was absolutely miserable. I mentally beat myself up for not having what it obviously took to be a great mom. What was wrong with me?
Then one day in Bible study I read the story we are reading today. The story of Mary, the teenage mother of Jesus. My heart beat fast as I realized she didn’t meet the standard of supermom I’d set for myself.
Somehow, just as she was, God chose her to be Jesus’ mother. And the only qualification she seemed to have was a heart of total surrender. We see her humble trust in God’s plan in Luke 1:38a: "‘I am the Lord’s servant,’ Mary answered. ‘May your word to me be fulfilled.‘"
All God wanted from Mary was her willingness. And He let me know that day in Bible study it was all He wanted from me too. He had already given me the exact qualities He knew my kids would need in a mother. I just needed to lift my willingness up to Him daily and let Him help me be the very best version of me.
Maybe you aren’t feeling very qualified today. Maybe you feel like God should pass you over and pick someone else for the assignments He’s placed before you. If that’s you, I want you to know this—God absolutely loves to take ordinary people and do extraordinary things in them, through them and with them.
He’s not waiting on you to impress Him. He simply wants you to say “yes” to Him.
Yes, Lord. I’m Yours. All of me. All for You.
Let’s stop offering God our excuses and our lists of why He can’t work in us and through us. Let’s believe with our whole heart that nothing is too hard for Him. And let’s lay down our measuring sticks of perfection and humbly bow our heads as we offer Him our willingness today.
Prayer: Dear Lord, thank You so much for the beautiful example of surrender You have given me through Mary. I lift up my willingness to You today in all areas of my life—at home, at work, in ministry and in my relationships. My greatest desire is to be the woman You’ve called me to be and not anyone else. In Jesus’ name, amen.
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